Mind Over Matter...I Dont Mind Cause You Dont Matter lol -T.I.

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Chicago, Illinois, United States
Wassup, my name is Mercedes (of course) I live in Chicago, Illinois...I heart rap, rock, and r&b particularly but really i'll listen to anything that sounds decent. I go to Daniel Hale Williams Preparatory School of Medicine (long azz goofy name) but its iight there. Its three high schools in one building so its always somethin goin on.... but um...yea LOL... i blog about whatever is on my mind or whatever happens that day or jus whatever comes up at the moment...sooo..enjoy i guess :)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

my 55th post: the finale *sigh*

alright people, i been thinkin a long time about what my last post would be.
i figured i'd just talk about whatever comes to my mind
(sorry Rissa :(
This post isnt about anything specific....just whats on my mind

MY LIST OF THE BEST(in no specific order)
1.) To somehow meet everyone in the world. Until i experience everything I can about people and meet everyone i wont be satisfied. I'll have to get over that tho cause its impossible. I love seeing a new perspective.
2.)To sit everybody i've ever met down and tell them how i really feel/felt about them. I think that is really important to me.
3.) To bring back my Uncle B. Best person i ever met. They dont make em like him anymore :)
4.) For people to stop drawing conclusions about me. I dont reject anybody because i hate being rejected so dont be scared to talk to me. Dont think im phony because im not. Dont call me a tomboy or a girly girl because im not. STOP labeling me and judging me.
5.)To meet Kanye, Kid Cudi, and Ashton Kutcher. They are all so awesome and i would love to just chill with them for a day. Now that i think about it...this falls under #1. Did u know that Ashton has webbed toes? lol seriously he does
6.)To get a chance to be heard. To be important amongst a general crowd. Not on a highschool level. More like global. I mean, i dont wanna be famous....i just wanna do a hour long interview and have it broadcasted on every tv everywhere and somehow everybody actually watch it and like it...never gonna happen but excuse me for having dreams :D lol
7.)To become a best-selling author. Im going to have my first book written by age 16 and published by 18. You all better go buy it!!
8.)To have some type of super power.
9.)To drive around the whole USA. I love riding in the car more than anything. Nothing else compares. My first car is going to be a '57 Chevy flat-bed truck lol
10.)To be happy. I mean, genuinely happy. I dont think anybody is....yet.
11.) I swear i can never stop at 10 lol. To visit a prison and talk to inmates. Not as a counselor. More like as a friend coming to see a friend. Only difference is im visiting a total stranger. I wanna kno why their where their at now. I wanna help them become better people and get out. Be a friend. Like i said i dont discrimante what-so-ever.

Wow, when i reread this....i think i sound like a crazy person lmao. Im glad to know that on that list i dont see money anywhere tho....im genuinely unmaterialistic :)...i think
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MY FAVORITE POSTS I EVER WROTE
if this is your first time reading my blog and you dont want to read alllllllll my posts....u should read the following ones (my faves)
-Thanks Willie :). <------this post was about me and my bestfriend chillaxin and talkin bout my blog...it tells y i blog i guess
-things that ruffles my fethers lol <-----this post was about shit i dont like. Its long but its good...in my opinion.
Venus Vs. Mars. <----this post is about ME!!!!!!!! I dont know why i like it so much. Its just cool to me
-Homicidal Grandparents <-----idk, i just think its funny lol

i actually set back and read all my blogs, these were the ones that stood out to me
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ok well i've come to an end.
It was nice bloggin for you all/myself.
Hopefully u learned a thing or two about me
If i ever start blogging again it will be a while from now on a totally different blogger account....i doubt that i will tho
thanks to everybody who ever read my blog.
Have a nice life folks....and i mean that in the nicest most serious way possible....no sarcasm

u can catch me on myspace tho (myspace.com/dhwbenzo23)
or facebook (my name on there is Mercedes Hall) that site isnt nearly as borin as u think....dont believe the hype

p.s. STOP KILLING EACHOTHER!!! we wont need a 2012 apocalypse if we kill eachother before then!

Love,
Mercedes B.H. :)

Thursday, October 15, 2009

my 54th blog: im tired

its 10:12 and im tired as fuck!
I still have to study gor three classes, take a shower, put some stuff on this girl ipod, and ironing me and my little brother's clothes

My mama had me waste about 2 hours makin carts on zumiez, Vans, circa, hot topic, and forever 21 webites and then she wouldnt even give me her credit card!!!
I dont understand people these days...keep makin me waste all my time maaaane!!!

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

my 53rd post: People i am not dumb!!!

Ok so progress reports just got mailed home like this weekend or whatever
and i had all a's
almost everybody at school who asked me what were my grades were
like shocked as hell by my answer
Y r u so surprised???
Do u really think im dumb???
freshman year isnt even hard....this shit is majority review anyway
But i dont kno y these kids think just because im goofy SOMETIMES and i get
put out of class from time to time..or day to day(wow this really is not helpin my point lol i dont get put out that much tho)
and like crack jokes that im stupid
Before i got to this school i had straight a's almost
every report card since pre-k!!

Speakin of gettin kicked out....why the hell do these teachers keepin givin me the boot???
Mercedes is not a bad kid!!!
One teacher kicked me out for spelling "fuck"
another for tellin a girl there was a bug on her back
another for talkin too much/too loud.....twice
and i think thats it but thats enough!!!
Stop Kickin me out CPS staff!!! lol

on another note...
u remember that boy i was talkin bout in my "so wassup wit me n u" post
yea him
his name is Rob
so he texts me sayin "u woke"
me:yea
Rob:I got sumthin 2 ask u even tho i aint gone ask it
me:If u not gone ask then y would u bring it up
Rob:Cause i got tired of tryna ask u in the first place
Me:o...my bad then...i guess...???
Rob:I wanted to kno if u wanted to go to homecomin wit me and jus chill
Me: imma get back 2 u on that...but if i did go could i bring a friend....or friendzzz???
Rob: If they got money. 15 at the door
Me:Alright, imma get back at u
Rob:Like i said i aint goin cause imma be bowlin with the fam
Ok thats when i stopped textin
HOW IN THE HELL R U GONE ASK ME TO GO SOMEWHERE WITH U AND THEN TURN AROUND AND SAY "LIKE I ALREADY TOLD U I AINT GOIN CAUSE IMMA BE BOWLIN???
Why would u ask me then??
I was bout to go out of my way and get Rell S. and Naomi to go to this homecomin wit us...even tho u already asked me last WEEK and i said i couldnt go!!
That conversation blew me away in every way possible

52nd post

i thought these were funny yesterday





they're not really funny anymore tho lol o well

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

disclaimer....this is only my 51st post!!!

i kno on my last post i said that i was on my 53rd post but i was wrong
im on my 51st
the thingy was counting my drafts too...so when i deleted all my drafts the number went back down to how it was suppose to be
im still going to stop at my 55th post tho
it wouldnt kill me to write four more posts right??
So lets see....what am i going to talk about???
o ok, i kno
So i have this friend and we're gonna call her Kenya
she's just as sweet as pie
but....
she's so defenseless!!
I mean for instance, she had a bag of chips one day and these two beggers (i do not like beggers) kept asking her for her chips
she kept tryna tell them the bag was empty but they still were
like "no u're lying, gimme some chips, pleeeeeeeeaazzzz!!!"
so she turns the bag upside down to show them its empty
They immediately go from beggin mode to treatin mode
they started callin her dirty, and ghetto and sayin that they didnt want it anyway and that was probably the only food her poor ass ate in a week
im just like "???"
U're beggin her for her LAST and she's poor??
I wasnt there when it happened but this girl told me the story in full detail...
I kno sum people call me a pushover...
but i dont think i am...nobody "pushes me over"
it is true that im pretty nice at times to people at school but its not because someone is MAKING me do it...its just second nature to me
Like if i let a girl use one of my brand new lip glosses and they say that they like it usually i tell them they can have it...yea that last time i did that the lip gloss was six dollars but i didnt pay anything for it so what do i care (and no i didnt steal it lol)
im not a pushover for that...they didnt even ask for it...i just felt like giving to them...i feel like if you're nice to me why not be nice to you
and if you are honestly my friend i will do everything in my power to help u get what u want and if i have something u want and it doesnt hold much signifigance(sp) to me then why not give it to u...i dont even like lip gloss that much
Imma CHERRY CARMAX GIRL lol
its not a loss to me so whatever...im not passin out fuckin kidneys and if i do like u, i can guarentee you're not gettin shit from me
Im not that materialistic at all tho...my parents are...so when they buy me something i dont want why not give it to a friend who does??
I would like to think my friends would do the same for me
Or say if someone comes up to me and a group of friends and ask for a dollar everybody will say no but i'll call that person back over there and give them a dollar..
thats not being a pushover to me cause it was strictly by my choice..
i just like doin shit for people sometimes
and its not like people dont do nice things for me almost everyday
Nobody at school or in the streets really ever fucks with me so i have no reason to put up a defense
if someone comes at me foul i kno how to handle myself
imma have to talk with "Kenya" tho because i dont like the way she's lettin people treat her
She doesnt deserve that shit

...i mean im jus sayin

Monday, October 12, 2009

Jammin out to places to go by fiddy (50 cent)

I dont know why i named this blog that...my little bro has been singin that old ass song so its stuck in my head now
but....on to the point
You kno what im kinda tired of doing??
blogging
i've been doin it for like half a year now (or something like that) and i think im done...
im probably gone like stop at my 55th post (this is my 53rd)
honestly the only reason y i started was because my computer was buggin out one day and redirected me to this site when i was tryin to go to barnes and nobles website and i thought it was interesting...and the only reason why i kept going was because my friends thought it was kinda dope :)
when my friends started tellin me they liked it (i didnt even kno they were reading it) and were like randomly talkin about it during conversations....that made me happy :)
BTW...thanx to Marco, Nemo, Simpson, Willie, Marissa, Rell S., Dre, , Roy "idk how to keep my hands to myself" Daniels :), and Laramie for readin practically all my posts (even the dead ones lol) and to Paris, Dominique, Deja, Tim, Robin, Caisey, Jahy, Alejandro(Ally), Ribby, Walt, Rodrick, Shane, Naomi and everybody else who read a good amount of em
and to everybody else who read like one or two (too many names too list, majority of people who read my blog saw me post my url on like myspace or facebook or something and they read like a few of em)
now that i think about it i have alot more readers than i have followers...
well of course because none of my friends have a blogger but....
i'll prob come back every now and then and post something tho


Oh yeah b4 i go...i've read alot of blogs since i started my blogspot but it was only two that i think i actually read every post so...thanks to the following two and if u're reading this you should go read there blogs too...

Marissa- est94rissa.blogspot.com <---one of my bestfriends and one of the coolest blogs i've ever read...u can get alot of her personality by reading it...and she commented almost everyone of my posts lol ily MARISSA!!

Troy- theposterchildofla.blogspot.com <---(hope i got that right) I some how stumbled upon his blog one day and i've read every post since...good shit

P.S. this is soooo nasty but Maurice sent it to me in a email last night and it was so random so...
"How much dick could a bitch slut suck if a bitch slut could suck dick?"

MY RESPONSE: How am i 'pose to know!!!!

Alright then folks...i got school tomorrow so im out...


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I aint Ice Cube and today is not a good day

u ever have 1 one of those days when you're all like ahhh man, i wanna die???
I mean not on no suicidal shit or nothing lol but....
today i woke up and felt like shit
my throat was fuckin killin me...the big dumb ass scratch on my back is like painful as hell(long story as to how i got that)...i felt week as hell because i couldnt keep my blood sugar up at all this weekend and i couldnt find my meter or meds!!!
Then when I got up and went to the bathroom my scarf was off my head and now my hair looks like a bird nest...and we're all out of my favorite toothpaste (listerine) and i had to use some crest or colgate shit!!
Imma stop complainin tho and gone head write this paper on the Dead Poet Society which i fell asleep on in class i cant even remember 1 scene...DAMN!...where's Kevin G. when u need them encouragin words!?!? lol

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Me and Rissa!! and other people

me and marissa at lunch....she looks so adorable and me...well im not the most photogenic lol


Me and half marissa before pep rally...i look weird in this pic but who cares...lol my leg posture looks weird too...and if u cant tell she's on my back



Nettie at lunch...this pic is really pretty



Dalia pluckin her eyebrows right after she ruined mine lol jk....she did mess em up tho



Aren't all my besties so pretty??

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

alright then

ok i guess im going to have Marcelius redo his
post because he clearly misundertood me lol
when i told him to right a blog for me he took it as right
a blog "as" me
when he saved it and called me to read he was like "Cedes do u like it!!!!"
and he looked so happy...i just didnt have the heart to tell him
u fucked the shit alll up lol
imma have him do another one "as marcelius" tomrrow i guess

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the most boring day ever

this day was the most boring day ever becouse the only thing that i
could do is watch tv becouse i couldn't go any where becuse my parets
had to work and no one was able to take me any where so all that i was
able to do at home besides watch tv was play with my little brother
and get on the conputer
boo hoo

Yall illy im iller, im from illinois

OK it is Satursday (i dont kno the date, dont keep up with that stuff on weekends)
and im reeeeally bored!
This has to be the boredest (me makin uo words) I can remember being at home
(school is alot more borin on certain days and in certain classes)
I cant type what all i want to cause my little brother is sittin on my
lap reading everything i type so.....
I heard homecomin was fun...i didnt go tho...maybe next year
what else....my parents started Christms shoppin all ready
i guess i have nothing else to say of relevance to say
i think imma let Marcelius (my 8 year old bro) do a post now....
he's probably gone have hella grammer errors lol
he's bored too tho so why not....
i guess when we;re done it'll be Mario Kart time
we're tryna win the Mushroom Cup lol
alright folks

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Friday, October 9, 2009

10.9.09

well it is the morning of 10.9.09
im removing nail polish from my fingers
i um...its rockstar day
i always thought the whole rockstar thing was lame so...
im wearin a cobra starship (one of my fave rock bands)tee,
yellowish goldish skinnies, white Ed Hardy watch (kinda rockish i guess), and Coach shoes (i kno its not rockish but i never wore em b4 so....)
but anyways backin up to yesterday...
i thought it was gone be my favorite day of this week and it sooooo was not
it was actually the worse...i mean even tho we had the pep or prep or whatever u call it rally i still wasnt really feelin it
the panther mascot had me lughin so hard (i think that was Ejaaz)
and when Chris came out with the Varsity football team of course we had to rep
how often do u see a freshie on varsity???
That morning i get kicked out of Math for spelling a curse word
I had to fuckin sit on the floor in the hallway doin nuthin lookin like a bum...
head laid back on the locker....
starin up at the ceilingg....
so i got up and went in another classroom...everybody in there
was doin their work so i found kno further entertainment
we started walkin to science 3rd period and one of my best friends
got really sad. My emotions are greatly influenced by the ones around me so when she was sad i got even more sad than i was prior to that
Then in science ms LAMA!!!!! was chewin my ass about talkin when i wasnt even talkin...she has it out for me man....she even told me one time she wouldnt teach me anymore...crazy.....lol and she tried to each my watch
i think thats it tho....aw naw and thanks to my bud Kevin G.!!!
I was like even sadder (if that was posssible) after Ms. Lama said some shit to me
and he saw me lookin super depressed and came with encouraging words and a hug...

I think thats all i have to say tho....i could go on but im practicing makin these things shorter (which was not a success this time) so....have a good day folks

Side Note: Larry's dance crew killllllllled.....Alex didnt even perform!!!! haha she was sweaty as hell when she got off stage and all she did was stand on the side haha!!
Laugh my ass oooooofffff.....damn!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

throw yo hands in the air if u's a true playeeeeeeeer

i meant to say on my last post that i was at my 45th post.... so i guess this makes 46th then, huh??



haha look at my nose....its so weird lol....i think i have THE strangest nose ever...i like it tho....atleast i dont have my "father's" big fat flat nose lol mines is like a clown nose...old people love to grab it lmao....young people love to poke it and say "aw your nose is sooo kay-uuuuuute"....i love to say Get back mutha fuckaaaaaaaa...YOU DONT KNO ME LIKE THAT lol....jus kidding....but i do be like "ok thats enough"...alright man im done talkin bout my nose

for the first time in a while i have nothing else to say.... :)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

So wassup with me n u???

Most bullshit line ever!!
Im textin this boy right now as i type and
he sent me "why u dont answer yo phone?"
Now if u kno me u kno that i rarely answer
my phone...i'll text anybody anytime...
i'll IM or get on myspace and talk to anybody anytime...
I'll get on iChat or skype with anybody anytime...
but i just dont answer my phone
If i wanna talk I'll call u
or if u wanna talk text me and say that or leave a voicemail...
Reason y i dont usually answer my phone is because i
be around too many people or i dont be around my phone....
but it depends tho, i do answer for certain people...
im gettin off topic tho
so i reply wit "My bad...i gotchu tonight...promise"
I said that cause he keep askin me to pick up or call back everyday but
i never do lol i forget alot
so we go on textin or whatever and he send
"so r u single"
ME: Single as a dollar bill....not for long tho....im talkin to somebody
HIM:So wassup wit me and u?
???
Didnt i just say i wont be single for long and im talkin 2 somebody??
In all honestly i dont plan on goin wit nobody no time soon be like he gotta kno that...he doesnt read my blog so he'll never find out
Plus that tired line "wassup wit u and me?"
Nothing's up but yo 2 inch wang!!!
lol JUS KIDDING!!
But seriously tho i had to send back
"Really??...i dont even kno your name" lol
I really dont tho...he's saved in my phone as SHORT LIGHTSKIN DUDE FROM URBAN PREP lol dead serious...thats wha i do when i get a # and no name

Monday, October 5, 2009

Warren (once again dont read if u dont like my long posts)

B4 u start readin this read the one right b4 this one...otherwise u wont understand

ok.. i just wrote a long ass post about sports camp
(and me and my "attractions" lol)
and i just had to blog about Warren ass
Ok so like i said i was 10 back then
Warren was bout 16
So besides the football incident i swear Warren tried to kill me atleast 5 other times
and i mean that as literal as possible...but this one time really stuck out

We were swimming and i was at the shallow end gettin "swimmin lessons" (lol) from Tay
So Warren yells to me "Ay Mercedes come swim wit me" from the deep end
and i was like i cant swim
so he was like bring yo ass over here
so I went off and shit and Tay was like get the fuck out the pool
so we go back to doin what we were doin
...like 10 minutes later Tay left to go change back into his clothes
so i start walkin to the other side of the shallow end where my brother
was at (my real brother....yes he was there 2)
and he kept fuckin movin away from me
so i reached out to grab his arm and all of a sudden
I go under the water....im practically on the deep end
now and i cant get up!!
Somebody had grabbed my waist and pushed me all the way down to the
bottom of the pool!
I started panicing and inhaling the water and shit
so i was literally drowning!
So after a while they let me up and i got up so fast that i hit my head on
the gutter thing on the side of the pool and cut my forehead and it was bleedin like crazy
So im still recoverin from damn near drownin and now my head is finna fuckin explode from all the pain of that gash i had just gave myself
Of course i was cryin...
Once again Dre came to the rescue :)
He pulled me out the pool and carried me to the self serving nurse office
(its basically like a nurse office but no nurse, u use the supplies and fix up yourself)
and he cleaned up my forehead and put a gauze pad on it....
he finally got it 2 stop bleedin and he sat on the couch thingy with me til i stopped cryin...
which was about 30 mins lol
He told me how people can be assholes and how i shouldnt let em get to me and good shit like that
He said Warren was a special case tho and he would handle him for me and indeed he did
That was the last time Warren ever said anything to me
I dont think I've ever had a friend as good as Dre...EVER
Not b4 or after i met him
He's prob like 20 now but if i ever saw him again we'd prob be just as close as we were then
I heard he moved to Cali tho....that shit sucks :(

If u dont like my long posts dont open, if u do....open it

i am very much so a type of person that looks back
on old shit...i really hold on to the past
rather its good or bad...
but this was good
i remember like a good minute ago i had went to sports camp
and i mean it was cool as hell...
It was for ages 10-16 and i was 10 :)
How precious, right? lol
So but um...the counselors or whatever u wanna call them were between the
ages of 17 and 23
My counselors name was Tay (short for Antavius) and Johnny Bravo(forgot his real name)
Tay was 18 and Johnny Bravo was prob 19
I swear even tho i was 10 we use to cake it soooooo hard lol
I mean Tay even gave me his # at the end of the summer and was like "call me anytime"
i was like "o-o-okay" studderin and shit lol we was like 8 years apart lol WTF??
and Johnny Bravo use to make sure i ate b4 eeeeeeverybody
...pickin me up and huggin me all randomly and shit
...oh yeah and i cant forget about Dre (he was 16)
he was more like a big brother tho....i remember when we were playin football
(yes me a little 10 year old was playin tackle football wit 10-16 year old dudes)
I was a little ol' sumthin but i had hella skills on defense
...so but anyways...i was playin WR position and this boy name Warren threw the ball
to this boy name Melvin
..i intercepted it :)
Warren got mad and tackled the shit outta me!!!
My nose started bleedin like a mutha fucka...yep...he had broke it
so half the people was fightin wit Warren and the otha half was helpin me.
...Dre came and picked me up and carried me inside the building
...i was cryin like a little bitch lol
and he kept sayin "u're alright, i gotchu, I gotchu" and gave me a kiss on the cheek and the forehead....how sweet...i miss Dre...like seriously
Oh yeah, and Stacy too!!! It was this boy name Stacy and he was like 15 or 16
and he use to flirt wit me sooooo much
Everyday he came and sit his big 16 year old ass on my 10 year old lap and ask
me "how old r u, really??"
and i would be like "i told u ten!!!"
and he would be like "STOP LYIN!! U NOT TEN" lol
that boy was hilarious...well i did look older tho
i was wishin so bad i wasnt 10 cause he was the cutest thing lol
but for some reason i always liked older boys...
i liked Noel and he's like 5 years older than me (we almost went together 2 :)
i liked Kendrid and he was 2 years older than me
i liked Michael Williams 2 years ago....he's prob 66...i kno u thinkin like "WTF" lol
i liked Earl Wondick last year and he was prob 65 or 66 lol...that nigga liked me too tho...he use to see me and be like "MERCEDES!!! ME NUBIAN BEAUTY!!" lmaoooooo
me and Dalia use to think that shit was wierd as hell
Plus he the one that answered allllll, i mean all, my sex questions that i didnt have answers to
he gave me that look like "practice is better than preaching" LMAOOOOO my nigga
But anyways I miss all of them
Dre, my bro....Stacy, my stalker....Johnny Bravo, my perverted counselor/cuddy buddy (lol), and Tay, my best friend/counselor/coulda-shoulda-woulda been husband lol JUST KIDDING

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Spirit Week

Spirit Week at Dusable Highschool/ Bronzeville Scholastic Institute/ DHW Prep School Of Medicine(my school)

Monday- Jerk/Nerd/Mix Match Day
Tuesday- Old School Day
Wednesday- MJ Tribute Day (i think this day is dumb as fuck)
Thursday- Spirit Day(where school colors:Red, Black, White)
Friday- Rockstarday (im not a fuckin rockstar and we have this day EVERY year)

I guess i gotta go shoppin....only day im lookin forward to is Tuesday tho....which is kinda the same as Monday cause imma go for a 80's theme. Like some shit you'll see in the first House Party or Class Act or sumthin....idk

La Di Da

My On Top Of Everything-All Time-Big Dick Swinging-Fave Rappers Are:
Tupac
Kanye
Cudi

My Fave Rappers Are:
Jay-Z
Nas
Eminem
Cool Kids
Drake
Big Sean
Pac Div

Honorable Mention:
T.I.- use to be a fave back when he put out the King album
Luda- use to be a fave back when he put out Red Light District and Release Therapy
Cory Gunzs- use to be a fave back when he put out the first Best Kept Secret mixtape


Side Note: The bottom two lists change alot but the three folks on the first list never left since i first heard em. :)

Thursday, October 1, 2009

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

I feel like cryin right now man!!!
Kanye and Gaga tour is cancelled and it aint even
started yet!!!
Me and a load of folks who birthdays are in January were alllllll goin to the concert when they come to Chicago on Jan. 16
I mean i was gone spend however much money necessary to get the best seat....

I guess its for the best tho
Im not the biggest Gaga fan plus Kanye hasnt even put out recent music for him to be touring...

Yo....imma let yall finish readin but....Kanye had one of the best tours of all time!!! lol

Anyways...i just had to that
Kanye is my nigga man and i been wanted to see him in concert!!!
I hope when/if he reschedule he go on tour with the whole GOOD Music fam instead of Lady Gaga....no offense to her she's decent...plus she's really been on her grind lately

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-sigh-

Didnt go to school today for reasons i rather not say
...home alone
...watchin some Chris Rock movie on BET
...poppin Tylenol athritis like its skittles (my knee hurts)
Get at me yall, im so bored i'd I'd make a death threat to obama just for a form of entertainment lol
...naw but really i did just arrange all my daddy's alcohol in the mini wine cellar thing in alphabetical order lol
...now im bout to go look at old as pictures....
heres me....being bored as fuck
how many times did i say bored in this one post???



That was made out of pure boredom

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

laugh-gasm

Today after school i was chillaxin with some
friends at Simpson's house (his trunk party)....
Simpson, R. Smith, Naomi(my bad on the spelling), Shane, Dre...
and some people who names idk or i forgot...
but anyways...
i cracked a joke and we all started bustin up or whatever....
so we're laughin and i was like "i love laughin"
and they started laughin more
then i was like "its fuckin great, better than sex man"
EVERYBODY stopped laughin lol
they were lookin at me like "u dumb ass virgin"
i felt like awkward as hell
....then out of nowhere they were laughin again lol
not at my jokes tho...at ME this time :(
i told them "u teenage/early 20's herpes infested nymphos" and i felt better
and i got to laugh at them :)

That little incident was the highlight of my whole day today!!!
We laughed for bout 2 more hours after that about random shit..
ahhh....good times
Imma miss u Simpson!!!...have fun in kiddieland (FLORIDA)
College is for studyin not for sex buddyin!!!!
SIMPSON IF U READ THIS COMMENT THIS POST SWEETHEART
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Oh wait...u can still comment if you're not Simpson 2 tho.... i just called out that loser cause he's leavin me :(
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I Invented Sex

i think this song is pretty dope...the concept atleast
i mean i was actually vibin with it until..........
DRAKE'S VERSE!!!
Why was that my first time hearin the song but i knew his whole verse by heart????
Because he be recyclin his shit!!!
Dont get me wrong imma big Drake fan but he need to do better
This like the 3rd time i heard him recycle his lyrics...
then i seen him claim he was rappin a "freestyle" on a radio station when he was clearly readin it from his fuckin blackberry

Matter fact....imma post that vid too







smh....so not a freestyle....the least he coulda did was SAY it wasnt a freestyle instead of deceivin the listeners.....U WERE BEIN RECORDED MUTHA FUCCCCKAAAAAAAA!!! lol

Monday, September 28, 2009

CHICAGO GANGS MAN

I'VE BEEN SAYIN LIKE FOREVER HOW MUCH I DO NOT LIKE GANGBANGERS AND THIS SHIT MAKES ME SO MAD....I REALLY DONT HAVE SHIT ELSE 2 SAY ABOUT IT. THEY FUCKIN BEAT THE BOY TO DEATH...CHICAGO GANGS MAN SMH....MATTER FACT ALL GANGS....GO FIND SOME FUCKIN LIVES!!! AND WHATS REALLY FUCKED UP IS THAT HE HAD JUST MOVED TO CHICAGO

CHILL THE FUCK OUT MAN...IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT???





Thursday after school, two rival gangs got into a fight three blocks from the high school.

In all four students were beaten in that melee -- one was released from the hospital Friday morning.

While police continue their investigation, some students say they don't want to go back to Fenger next week.

Rival gang members have been fighting for a month -- and each time one of their fellow classmates is injured.

No knives and no guns were used in Thursday's fight. Just fists, feet and boards.

Derrion Albert, 16, was struck in the head by one of those boards.

Seconds later the honor student hit the pavement. That’s when witnesses, who are other high school students, say gangbangers began stomping on and punching Albert.

Derrion Albert's mom said witnesses told her he was "trying to help another student and kind of got mixed in with the crowd of the fight and he was hit.”

A senior who witnessed the whole thing says the melee lasted less than five minutes.

The video shows students and workers from a nearby community center rescue the boy -- but many out there knew it was too late.

Surveillance videos are mounted on businesses in the Roseland area, but Chicago Police say those don't show faces.

Police have a copy of this footage and it may help identify Albert's killers.

But while that investigation goes on, students say they will remember Derrion Albert as a good kid. A quiet, smart kid with no gang affiliation. But just a kid who may not have had enough street smarts to go another way.

-FOX NEWS

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Thanx Willie : )

Majority of the people who read my blog doesnt follow me
or have a blogspot or whatever
we'll just be on the phone or hangin out or somethin and
they'll be like "o yeah your new post is dope"
or somethin like that but...
anyways
me and my friend Willie (use to be my bro's friend but i stole him)
were sittin on the porch at his house just chillaxin...
eating raviollis (dont correct my spelling) straight outta the can
(his idea) lol
and he was like "Your blog is interesting.....
in a good way....i've read every post...maybe even twice"
Of course i said thanx....
then i did my wierd eyebrow/squinty eye thing that i do when im kinda confused
....he asked me what makes me write about my life and what im thinkin
even tho everybody else usually blogs about clothes, shoes,
music, etc,....shit like that
....no answer on my part
.... so then he asked "what makes u think people even wants to read about u...u're not famous or anything like that"
i was kinda offended but then i realized thats just the way he talks so i shook it off
...i thought 4 a minute
then i told him
"because if they want to read about clothes, shoes, music, etc. they can google it or watch tv, or go to the stores or someone else's blog or whatever but theres only one place they can find the life and times of Mercedes Briana Hall" plus i do actually write about music and ish sometimes
i didnt answer his second question but i see it like if i bore u, u dont have to read it. To each their own....
That kid Willie is really a character man
(funny how i call him a kid and he's like 4 or 5 years older than me lol habit i guess)
but um....
yeah i realize i do blog about shit that has nothing to do nothing
....some people like it
....some dont (my bro...yep my own brother hates my blog, only read it once)
i think imma start makin em shorter tho lol
in real life i talk alot (or i use to)so naturally i type alot

I might change the direction of my blog and talk about music/clothes/shoes/tv/etc....
But if i do what makes mine diff from eveybody else's???
Should i change it???
Honestly???

Saturday, September 26, 2009

It Wasnt Me

I kno people have probably met plenty of girls named Mercedes
(i kno i've met 3 in my lifetime)
but whenever u run up on a Mercedes doesn't mean its me
sheeeeeeeesh
so stop asking
if u dont kno me from seein me around chicago or one of the
listed below sites...
it wasnt me (that reminds me of that song by Shaggy) :)

Facebook
Myspace
This site of course
Tagged (which i aint been on in years)
Youtube (i had like 2 videos)
Twitter (which i hardly ever get on)

Thats it, thats all
So dont ask if im on myyearbook or anything that wasnt listed above
IT WASNT ME!!!!

things that ruffles my feathers lol

in no specific order. i kinda had this on my mind 4 a while so this is going to be the longest blog i've ever wrote. For that reason most of yall prob wont read it lol. but whatever im writin it anyway

1)when people look at me/talk to me like im seriously stupid. Before i came to the school im at now i was a straight A student. Plus i like to think i have alot of sense. Im far from stupid. Like just this week i didnt study for this test but i still aced it and this girl tells me i must have cheated. Thats some bullshit man. The test wasnt even hard. Just cause im a little goofy and get in trouble every now and then, that doesnt define my intellect. Im still a A/B student and plan on being straight A again by first quarter

2)when people knock me or my shit. If i say that i want a skateboard then thats just me. Dont comment. Period. If u think im dumb for it keep it to yourself. Idgaf if u like it. I cant please everybody. Personally i dont believe in make-up (well not the kind that covers up your uglies. Eye liner/mascara/eye shadow is cool but not all that foundation crap and what not)but if u wanna wear it by all means go right ahead. Do u. I wouldnt wear it unless it's a special occasion. Maybe i'll put on eyeliner one day tho. Thats just me

3)when people try to judge me or figure me out. U cant do either so dont try. I cant think of one person who i can say knows me and thats the truth. i have friends and even best friends but they dont really know me and i dont really "know" them. We just have fun 2gether. Dont read a post of mine and write me off as a certain thing cause i bet you're wrong. And when i say figure me out i mean like label me or tell me what i am. You can keep that shit

4)when people keep touchin me. I dont like 4 people who i dont kno like that (which is alot of people) to touch me. Rather it be hittin me, grabbin me, whatever...im not a fan of it. I mean people put they hand on my arm or my back and just leave it there and i'll be like "iight can u please move your hand"....or i'll just hit it off or somethin...hands 2 yourself plese lol...mad annoyin

5) when poeple dog other people while talkin to me. I tell my friends that they can talk to me about anything. ANYTHING. And i mean it. But when u start talkin about like random people for no good reason for the dumbest most irrelevant shit i just be like "????" Please explain to me why your hatin on them so much. I try my hardest not to talk about folks unless they give me a reason too. So if you're talkin to me and you call somebody a bitch because they walked passed u and didnt speak or sum dumb shit like that and you're serious. I probably wont listen

6)when commercials be like ultra long. i mean if the show is already only 30 minutes long y make the commercials 5 minutes long and they come on 3 times durin the show!!! That be those BET commercials lol

7)when people look down on me because of my age. Yes i realize im young. Born Jan.21.95. i kno that everybody is way older than me and all that shit but who cares. If i wouldnt have told u i was 14 we coulda been bestfriends but since i did tell u we're not??? U might look down on me cause im young but trust me when i say that im not looking up 2 u cause u're older :) so we're even. its not my fault my mother waited til '95 to get knoked yp lol. For some reason i gravitate to older people tho. Rather it be 19 or 99. I dont discriminate

8) when people tell me to shut up and like really mean it. Like im seriously gonna listen to u. I usually just walk away. I dont belive in arguing. I slip up and do it sometimes but its so over rated to me. Yellin and shit. Just chiil out. Its no need 4 it. Dissmiss em and keep it movin :)

9)Gangbangers. "Thugs/hooligans/hoodlums" all stuff my granny would say lol. But whatever u wanna call em i have no respect 4 em. None at all.

10)when people lie to me. If u dont want to tell me the truth then dont. But dont lie either. Just leave it at nothing.

11) I was only goin to go up to ten but this is seriously one of the most important ones. When people say they're "real" or "im just keepin it real".....yeah nigga...real fake...seems like everybody that i hear say that be the phoniest/dumbest/gullable people out there. I thought u were real right up until u said that sentence.

12) ok last one for real lol. When i wake up in the middle of a perfect dream and cant go back to sleep. That kills me. I be like "God please lemme go back to sleep" lol. It never works tho

this list could go on and on but imma stop right here

.....me i guess

meeeeeeeerrrrrrrrccccceeeeeddddddeeeeeessssss
everybody pronounces it like the car
except close fam and friends get it right sometime
but my mother meant 4 it to be pronounced like Mer-su-diece
but nobody listened
they just insisted on pronouncin it like Mercedes Benz
so whatever
if u ask me my name i say Mercedes
they say "like the car"
i say "sure, y not"
Either way it goes neither one fits me so it dont really matter

the pic of me below was inspired by the one above
of course cudder's was better tho
imma redo mine and try to make it better
....maybe
....later

haha my cheek looks like extra weird/nasty....whatever tho
just kno that aint how it really looks lol
: )

GOOD Music biiiiiiiitch

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Follow Me

idk if you've ever heard this song but its mos def a fave of mine

Friday, September 25, 2009

im bored.....again

self explanatory

side Note:
Sprint need to chill out with these roamin charges!!!
I bought 1 calltone(answer tone) and 2 ringtones and
they threw on like a extra 50 dollars
???
they are triiiiippin

My cellphone bill is $467!!!
I dont even use that muthafucker
'cept to text now and then and that shit is unlimited on my phone!
Sprint, yall foul as hell...smh
Now my mama all in my ear wit her noise and shnizzle
Just aint right, just aint right...fbnl(funny but not laughin)

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

Biters

I really dont like when people think someone is like bitin
there shit just because u both like the
same thing but it took u longer to get it or get on it
Please dont flatter yourself

LIke when i made a skin for my ipod sooooo many
people said they were gonna go skin their shit
and if they did i wouldnt fuckin care
they are not "bitin" me...im glad i was able
to put somebody up on sum shit for that matter

Yesterday i ordered this pink Juicy Couture backpack (courtesy
of mom's credit card) and my cousin was like
"you bitin ol' girl at yo school"
???
How so??
She dont even have the varsity bag that i ordered!!!
Hers is a messenger bag!!!
I had Juicy couture shit in 7th GRADE!!!
i had juicy jewelry before i saw it on ANYBODY!!!(with the exception of my mama)
I had it before it had even got real popular so what
the hell she's on i dont kno
Then she say if i hate pink so much why am i gettin it in pink

Well MS.i need to shut my hatin ass the fuck up.....1)it matches my other bag
(that mom picked out a while back)
2)i never said i "hated" pink...its just not really my color
3)the fuckin pink one went the hardest
Maybe if you stop worryin about what i got and what im gettin you'd have your own damn bag....man stfu

bite that shit

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Ms. Mutha Lovin Lama

smh

imma finish this blog later

Ms. MuthaLovin Miller!!

So its early in the morning on a school day
and im wonderin rather or not i should
tuck in my shirt...
Its the rule but thats one rule i dont like nor
usually follow at all
BUT!!!
yesterday in my 8th period class ms. miller (shark lookin ass)
put me outta her class 3 TIMES!!!
because my shirt was untucked 3 TIMES lol
Im sittin in the desk doin my work and u puttin me on blast
cause u see my "shirt tail"??
If u wonderin how i kept makin it back in the class
everytime its because like each time i left out
i didnt tuck it in i just rolled it under :)
and when u roll your shirt under it eventually falls down
that final time she put me out i actually tucked it in
bad enough we in unform
they should atleast let me where it my way

Fuck it man, im rollin under
i dont feel like tuckin this shit in
I'll just wait til one of the teachers/wanna be correctional officers
say somethin
Which i hope is never

Now....where's my other earring

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Man....I been bloggin alot 2day....

Just wanted to say i made a new
playlist of some of my random shiznit
flip through it
i hope u find your next fave song in there
even tho most of em is like old classic songs or not new at all
i dont put dates on good music so
it doesnt matter to me
or maybe you'll be like "aw yeah, this use to be my shit!"
or somethin like that
i feel like i made it to depressin tho....
i was rushin so whatev
i'll change it soon anyway so its all good my friends
comment if you saw somethin u like
:)

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Venus vs. Mars


You're lookin at a pic of: Mercedes Briana Hall
Thats what my birth cetificate says....sadly :(
Mercedes sounds ghetto to me and is waaaay over rated
Briana is waaaaaay 2 common
And Hall is waaaay....well...im not even a fuckin Hall...???

Precisely why i usually just go by a nickname
when u find me a good one let me kno

ONLINE PORN!!! lol

i am so tired of seein porn everywhere!!
lol i swear to God i am
at night u cant watch any channels in the 500's
(u kno what i mean if u got Direct tv)
without spotting a glimpse or two
every magazine be havin that watered down porn
wit half naked chicks and nigs
when i go to school everybody feel like they
aint gotta go to the bathroom and change 4 gym lol
i mean like damn!!!
online porn is the worse tho cause it comes up at all the wrong times
i was tryna watch the vampire diaries online earlier
cause i missed it last thursday or whatever
and i clicked the first link i saw, right?
ok so yeah
im like "man i cant wait to see this!"
....its loadin like extra slow
...in the corner of the screen it say "redirecting..."
so im like "redirecting to what"
soon as my brother walk in the room a big nasty wiener
pop on the screen and its like pokin the computer screen
if you know what i mean and everytime the wiener hits
the screen it makes a glass tapping sound like it was trying to
crack through my screen lol
and bold letters across the top of the screen was flashing "Open Mouth!"
everytime the wiener made the glass tapping noise
so im like tryna press back and everyime i press back a new pic comes
up so i figure if i keep pressin back
really fast my bro wont see this shit cause its movin to fast
i turn around and he's lookin at me like WTF r u doin lol
so im tryna click out still and thats when my momma and granny walk
in and im like hyperventilating and shit
i was scared to go press the red x to close out cause it was gone stop
on a freak pic
they like "whats wrong"
im like "i cant get out of this" tryna sound all cool and shit
and my bro was like "she need help" i dont like that ass hole
so my granny walk over and im like "naw get back man, i got this"
and she wanna fight me over the mouse
so im tryna keep clickin really fast and i got a finger cramp and started clickin slower and you heard moans in between every pic
so then i was thinkin like game over now and i had to stop clicking lol
this little white "wang" (i hate the d-i-c-k- word) was on the screen tappin at the glass
just like the big black one lol
everybody stared at the the wang...then me...then the wang..then me
i held the power button and the computer went off
i wish i would have been thought of that lol
this story is already too long so imma stop here
but if u wanna kno the rest message/comment/get at me however
and i'll prob post a "Online Porn 2"
lol
stay away from porn kiddos
u never know when your granny might Brian Urlacher tackle u for the mouse
:)

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im bored.....

ok so
at school today
my bad...
i meant yesterday in my History class
the teacher was like u can SOMETIMES tell what people r like
by they response to extra random shit, right?
ok so...i was thinkin about that shit and i
kno that im not the type of person really
to start a conversation wit nobody sayin
"whats good" or "whats been up"
i usually start it by sayin whatever im thinkin
like when my laptop broke i texted
Rell "my laptop broke" not "wassup"
or when i got a detention i im'd Stacey and Dalia
"i got a fuckin detention"
i look at like why would i send "wassup"
when i really dont care or already know what you're doin
and even if i did care or didnt kno u only gone reply with "NM" (nuthin much)
or "NMU" (nuthin much u?) and then i be lookin like well
wtf am i suppose to send back to nuthin much??
or when i kno u really dont care what im doin why would i reply to nmu??
i guess the conversation over
So but anyways...
so i sent atleast 5 people on myspace
6 on facebook
9 by text
and 10 by im
"im bored...." lol
some of these people im cool as hell with
and others i really dont even kno
thats what i was really thinkin
my teacher said most people would look at the message
like "and....ok wtf im suppose to do about that" or "i dont give a fuck"
but others would look at it like an invitation to
talk about whatever the fuck they want
so i guess i sent that to about a total of 30 people??...i think???
and out of those thirty bout 6 didnt reply at all...
about 13 replied extra late with all kind of shit -cough *Simpson* cough- lol
about 5 sent back "lol" (which is secretly "stop talkin to me") lol so true
2 sent "well talk to me"
1 sent "go make a sandwhich"
1 sent "come over"
1 sent "do yo damn homework lol"
and the rest i cant remember
I kinda agree with the history teacher on majority wont
give a fuck lol
imma try again tomorrow with different people
sendin them some spur of the moment shit
haha my nigga tracon was confused as hell
he was like "???" lol i love that dude tho
but um....since majority who did reply worked around my message i didnt
learn much about them
i kno i aint the only random person tho
have a nice life folks
be back when some new shit come up
myspace.com/dhwbenzo23.....i think
:)

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Friday, September 18, 2009

Over here Rissa!!!! Watch It !!! LOL

For the people reading this who is not Marissa
i had found this on youtube
and thought it was funny a while back
so i put it on my ipod and i intended
to show the folks at school but they have
strict "NO IPOD" -usin my deep voice lol- rules this year so
i posted it here so my fellow Cudder fan
Marissa can watch it :)
And of course who ever else that is reading it too

Damn

why am i just now findin out that cali is west and New York is east??
i been under the impression all these years that it was the opposite
So all the times when people read my blogs and i was
talkin bout like east coast west coast shit
i was soundin dumb as fuck!!
Why aint nobody correct me?? lol
And why is Chicago considered Mid West??
I swear man...
i am always wrong
i might go back and correct those blogs but not right now
im feelin to stupid to do anything at the moment lol


Welp....life goes on :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

My Hometown

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

Man On The Moon: The End Of Day

Dope as fuck
This vid has a sample of all of Cudi's songs off the new cd
which are all killer
My faves are the whole cd....im not the hugest fan of Enter Galactive tho







Go out and grab that shit come come Sept. 15th

P.S. Blueprint 3 was hot too...cant forget about that

Monday, August 24, 2009

wow

was my mom just singing the wizard's of waverly place theme song??? its time to move from the burbs

Friday, August 21, 2009

Kanye & Cudi

Kid Cudi is really my fuckin guy...like i like him as a person as well as a rapper. I think G.O.O.D music has to be like the best label...Just wanted to say that Kid Cudi is officially one of my favorite rappers...



And as far as Kanye...well he's been a fave for years so people who know me knows that im like a huge K West fan....but they are the two that im really feelin now so yeah...



Oh and a random pic of Cudi with his Cudder Pod...i think its so crazy how he has an ipod classic like me and names it (how lame) like me lol....we'll have to schedule a play date for the two...you get it? like a play date like we're gonna press play on them and play our ipods like a "play" date???...nevermind lol But below its a pic of Cudi and Cudder Pod and then me and my KC Pod (KC of course for Kanye And Cudi). My ipod has Tupac on front and Drake on back now but i change it every few months so next time it'll prob be Cudi and Kanye on it



Haha i had just woke up when i took these pics thats why i look extra tired and plain lol...but i had to take a pic with KC Pod right on the spot for the sake of this post...extra quick web cam pic...u can even see my jammies and matchin socks in 2 of the pics





My old ipod back when i had Kanye on it....i prob should have took a pic of the back too but o well

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Damn, shitty bitch ass mutha fucker...lol

Crazy title right??...I was tryna get every curse word in there
But anyways
I've been tryna stop cursin for a while (or atleast curse a very little)
and it dont seem to be workin...
The other day i was on the phone with my bro's friend
Alli (Alejandro but we shortened it)
and i slipped up and cursed on the phone
so he was like
"you curse?"
and i was like "from time to time"
and he was like "that is really unlady like, stop it"
?????
So im not a lady cause i said damn????
But he's still a man and he says bitch??? in front of kids???
Yea but anyways....
I dont think cursing makes u any less of a man or a woman..its all
about who u curse at and where u're doin it
When it comes to cursing i dont think its that bad when i say
it but when other people say it i feel like "God you potty mouth, expand you fuckin vocabulary!!" lol
I just cursed too and didnt even realize it
Wow im a hypocrite for that 1 lol
But i only feel like that when people have atleast 2 curse words in every sentence
and yes i have alot of friends that do that
I really only say damn but from time to time when im emphasizing something i'll say
"fuckin" or "shit" or in a joke or sumthin
I rarely say bitch and i only say fuck with the "in" on the end
For instance i'll say "Im so fuckin tired of you talkin so loud"
but i'll never say "they just went in there to fuck"
That shit just sounds disgusting to me lol
Please people, just say to have sex....
but whatever i just wanted to put that out there...nothing big
Comment if u want.....whatever if u dont want to
Im bout to get in the shower

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Saturday, August 8, 2009

Boarder's shit gets owned lol

......
Gotta love it



I woulda told his rich ass to buy me a new damn skateboard lol
for real that i would have

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Shady vs. Mimi

Yesterday or the day before or something like that i was
on youtube and everywhere people were talking about the new
diss from Eminem towards Mariah Carey...
I thought they were talkin about old ass Bagpipes from Baghdad
so i was thinkin like thats old plus Mariah already made a
song responding...
But that wasnt the song they were talkin about
Its new and its called "the warning"
I listened to it and laughed throught the whole thing lol
Eminem is a fuckin beast
its like impossible for Mariah to make a song replying
to the warning because it aint shit she could say
....except maybe that he's gay lol
But if i were her I would just quit before it gets too brutal
I mean i believe Shady and its not because he's one of my favorites
but just because he has no reason to lie
Like who just makes up random lies like that
Plus even tho everybody liked Mariah Carey's
"obsessed" song and video i thought it was weak
And on top of that she got Gucci on the remix!?!?
He's doodoo period!!!!
All i know is that Shady got her ass with this one
You can listen and judge that for yourself though
Lemme kno what you think or who goes the
hardest

I Rock Skinnies!!!

So i was on the phone with one of my bestfriends Dalia and
i asked her who looks better in the new boyz...
she said Legacy does but only his top half..
????
Im like what do u mean only his top half, the nigga does have legs
And she says that from the waist down he looks gay..
I knew she was talkin about his skinnies
but personally i think guys wearin skinnies are
hotter than baggies right now
I guess it depends on where u are on the map
Basically the further east you are the gayer (makin up words) it is
and the further east you are the cooler it is
We're in Chicago so its more people here
that thinks its gay than think its not
But thats only conditional
Alot of guys here wear skinnies but there not "that" skinny
People on the westcoast might
not even consider em skinnies cause they're not nearly as
slim fit as the ones they wear
Dont get me wrong tho there are guys here wearing some pretty huggy
skinnies
but there are more that wear the "looser skinnies" i guess u can call em
I mean...their skinnies arent as skinny as say Cali kids
or people on the West coast
I mean...over there their skinnies are like actually fitted...here there more like
a smaller version of baggy pants...there like right in the middle of skinnies and baggies
but theres nothing wrong with that tho...
i like em both...
or should i say all 3...
just depends on who u are and what u're wearin em with
Its cool for people to do it other places but if a guy here does it
he has to have alot of juice otherwise he'll get rode so hard
his wheels'll fall off
(u like how i did that little joke there?? lol yea i kno u did)
Plus guys here dont wear those checkered and zebra print skinnies
or even the colored ones
I guess the white kids do (no racist) but other than that....
just the girls
Personally my skinnies are only red, gray, different shades of black, and different shades of blue
Im not a big fan of colored skinnies...its cool for the people who wear em tho
But once again it just depends on wear u live...who u are...yadda yadda
because i think the shoes are different here than on the west coast 2
like here i see alot people wearing Recs and Converse
but on the west its alot of people wearin SB's and Vans and adidas..
(feel free to correct me if im wrong)
Me personally I wear mostly like SB's, 6.0's, Ones, Vans, and every now and then
I'll pick up converse or supras or adidas or somethin like that
and I dont wear Jordans at all
Oh and I got a couple pair of Coach shoes 2

But anyways, i just wanted to put that out there
I like guys with all kind of styles of pants and shoes..
..its really all about how u wear it
So what people here think is hot others think is played
And what alot people here think is gay others think
is fashionable
it's actually stupid to care so much about pants tho lol
Like who cares
As long as guys nuts are still intact
And girls cracks aren't blindin me i dont really give a fuck
:)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

sexy spec??? more like a fuckin reck lol j/k

Iight imma try to make this quick cause
it is exactly 3:11 in the mofo mornin so...
i was youtube surfin...
bored than a penguin in a courtroom lol..
and i come across a reaction vid to Spectacular strokin video
Now i didnt even kno he had a strokin video so i search it...
watch it...
was blown away lol
really though it was pretty gay (no diss to gay people)
I use to think he was pretty cute and all that good stuff til i saw that
I couldnt find a Embed code to post on here or even a URL so
yall could just go see for yourselves so...
imma post up this funny as remake cartoon of it
and its really not that much of an exaggeration....
its basically what he did in his video...
but anyway watch it and lemme kno what u think lol





okay so when i searched it a second time on youtube to show my friend
i saw it had a part two
i clicked it and while it was loadin i just couldnt stop thinkin
"why the hell is this nigga gone embarass him self again" lol
but it wasnt quite like that tho
He basically retracted alot of shit he did and said in the first video
and he did another stripper dance but this time this nigga
wasnt wearin no pink ass panties lol....
It was kinda cute (???) lol....
It definitely wasnt anything like the first video
He kinda reclaimed his manhood with this one
well...
even thats debatable lol
but anyways.....





Lemme kno what u thought about the videos

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Oldies but Goodies

I dont know when this song came out but i first heard about it around i think 07 or something like that...Kanye, Nas, KRS, and Rakim- Classic



This....i dont know when it came out but it was a while ago.....years ago....i kno yall remember this one.....this my ish.....112- Cupid



Wow now this right hear is a classic for real....old school hip hop....i guess the song didnt have an actual video cause i couldnt find it on youtube so we'll just have to make do with this....The lyrics in here are the shit too....Eric Sermon & Marvin Gaye- Just Like Music



Now I hate (correction: severely dislike) reggae music but this is my stuff.....heard it bout a month ago and i kept singing one little part in my head so i wouldn't forget the lyrics so i could search em that night and downlad it...i had no idea who made it or what it was called.....brought back good memories....Wayne Wonder- No Letting Go



This song reminds me of when i was like a extra little kid and i was drivin on a extra long road trip to St. Louis lol...its a definite classic...Nelly- Country Grammer



This song was just a "for the moment fave" when it came out but for some reason i heard it on the radio one day recently and it was automatically a fave again...Chingy- One Call Away



This song is craaaaazy!!! lol...i was pretty young when this came out but this song has a lot of memories with it too...a whole lot..ones that you would think were crazy when thinkin about a nasty song like this lol...its a goodie tho...Juvenile- Back that thang/ass up




It was alot of other ones too but of course i aint got time to put all of those vids up so...i guess i'll just list em below...hope these brought back memories for you or made u remember some of the classics u might have forgot...bout to be a long ass list lol

Nelly- Dilema
KIndred The Family Soul- Far Away
Jay-Z- Jigga My Nigga
Diddy- I'll Be Missing You
Ja Rule- Im Real
Diddy- I Need A Girl
Tupac- I Get Around
Joe- I Wanna Know
Kanye- We Dont Care
Kurupt- Its Over
Common- The Light
Marques Houston- Smile
Tupac- Me and My Girlfriend
Mr. Biggs- Contagious (even i forgot about this one lol)
Lil' Romeo- My Baby- (hah...the good old days lol)
Nas- I Can
Nelly- Ride Wit Me
Usher- Nice & Slow
Nelly- Pimp Juice(i remember when this song came out and me and my granddaddy were listenin to it on the nellyville CD and Nelly said that pimp juice goes all the way from "age 50 right down to nine" and i started cryin cause was only like 8 or 7 and i was too young to have pimp juice lol i was a lame)
R.Kelly- I Wish
Sisqo- Thong Song
Sisqo- Incomplete
Lil' Bow Wow- Thank You (yep he was still called Lil' Bow Wow back then
Tupac- Changes
Nas- You Owe Me
LL Cool J- Im Gone Make It Better
Snoop Dogg- Beautiful

Saturday, July 11, 2009

WOW!!!

Ok so i dont kno if you've been seeing this on the news or not
but in some cemetaries they're actually digging up bodies and throwing
the bones off some where, relining the caskets, and reselling em!!!
Like WTF!?!?!
How disrespectful can you get!!
Leave the damn dead people alone!!!
The one thing i don get though is dont you think people family
still visits and can notice that their love one's grave has been dug up??
everywhere there's nice grass and then when they get to a certain grave its
just a lump of dirt in the ground
the people who dig them up steal their jewelry and and clothes and whatever else you
bury them wih too
Truthfully when my mama told me that i didnt really care
cause it wasnt anyone i knew
atleast i thought it wasnt.......
they dug up my cousin's father and her auntie
i didnt really kno them cause they died around the time i was born
but my whole family were freakin HEATED
i dont kno what they're gonna do about it though
....................................................................................................................................................................
Something related to this topic is a lady who heard about this
knew that her son was buried in one of the cemetaries they were digging up
so she went there and it was like a field or something behind the cemetary
and she said it was all bones and dead folks back there
(my story isnt perfect bacause i forgot some of it after my mama told me it)
she saw a skeleton floating around and was like
"thats my son's bones, thats my son's bones!!!"
im like i kinda feel sorry for her but at the same time im wondering
how she knows her son's bones lol
dont all bones look just alike???
plus, have she even seen his bones before???
lol
whatever though, i guess a mother knows her son inside and out
literally
lol
just a little dead folks humor

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Homicidal Grandparents

So...um...i spent a night at my great grandma's house monday(7/6/09)
til today (7/8/09)
and it was kinda cool....my great grandparents are both 79 years old so i never kno when
there gonna kick the bucket so i try to visit as mush as possible
but anyways...marcelius (my little bro) came over there with me and we were sleepin in
the living room downstairs because he was too scared to sleep
upstairs in any of the bedrooms......yea he's a punk but ease up on the kid..he's just 8
....so we were downstairs watching George Lopez, Malcolm in the Middle, and the Bernie Mac show
(me on the couch, grandaddy in one chair, and celius in the other chair) then all of a sudden
my little brother started yellin like a sissy (bet u aint heard that word in years lol)
and climbin up the chair!
So im laughin my damn brains out and was like "what's wrong with you!?!? Get down off the chair like that you square!!!"
My grandaddy was so confused (bless his ol' elderly heart lol)
and marcelius started yellin "O my god, its a bug its a bug!! Cedes kill it" (if u dont kno Cedes is short for Mercedes: my name of course)
So i take my blind azz over there tryin to find it and i dont see a thing
haha :)
i wasnt lookin all that hard though
my grandaddy got up and went to get a flashlight...
came back 900 lightyears later (he moves really reeeaaallllyyy ssssssssslllllloooowwww lol)
and he flashed it...
didnt find it....
neither did i....
grandaddy left to go get the sucky thing thats kinda like a vaccum but its the long tube that u put on like crums and stuff and they get sucked up....yall no what im talkin bout
...so but anyways...meanwhile he gone to get that i grab the flshlight, i tell marcelius to shut the hell up with all that cryin (lol :) and i grab the flashlight and start lookin again
i found it...
it was a centipede (excuse my spelling, its summer vaca so i dont too much care)....
i told grandaddy to hurry up with the sucky thing
he took to long (remember he's sssssllllooowww lol)
and the damn creature got a way
we sucked up everything tryna find that damn bug!!!
but no luck......
marcelius slept on the couch with me cause he was to scared to sleep on the floor now lol
i jus couldnt say no.....
he was like "cedes i kno u're not gonna go to sleep on me right???" in the sweetest voice
i thought about it...
thought a little more....
thought a little bit longer...
"Hell yeah im goin to sleep on u" lol
five minutes later...
ZZZZzzzz..... lol
:)
....woke up the next mornin and grandma had made skim milk with hard azz burnt cornbread floatin in it in a bowl lol..and some little things that looked like baby flies were in there too
i was thinkin what the hell has this world come too!?!
First they gone let big azz bugs eat us and now they tryna make us eat them!?!?
I called my mama to come get me from that mad house
five minutes later...
BEEEP BEEP!!...
she was blowin her horn outside
Now this is the crazy part
Just as i stepped foot out the door my grandma starts chokin on her shit cereal
and the bug falls in my grandaddy's hair!!!!
OMFGTTFT(oh my fuqin god times three fuqin thousand) lmaooooooooooo
i didnt even go help them though cause some crazy shit was happenin in that house lol
Got in the car and was gone
I love my grand parents but i swear they were tryna kill me!!!

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Saturday, July 4, 2009

The 4th of July

Happy 4th of July everybody
Funny that on independence day my mama decide to take all my god damn INDEPENDENCE!!!
LOL
But for real though...
Imma give a rundown of what i did today (if u dont care, dont read it :)
But anyways....
So i woke up this morning about 8:15 but i was still super sleepy so i
layed around til about 8:40 then i hopped in the shower and ironed my clothes
My mama was gone to get her hair done so i called her to ask her if
i could go with my brothers and cousins to Indiana today and she said no
i got over it
i got over it pretty quick actually cause i was expecting that really
but anyways....
me and my granny went back downtown to the apple store
(with an appointment this time)
they replace my ipod....i was happy
hella happy actually
got back home and........
ok well thats all i feel like typin so......lol......on that note....have a happy independo day


oh yea btw...my jerkin skills has gotten sick kid (i myself think so lol) :)
I think its safe to say im a jerk!!!!!
Yea but whatever....i been a jerk...yep a female jerk from the chi
ay by the time i make another post imma have a nickname
yall just watch and see but yea.....enjoy yourselves....be safe

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

BET Awards..etc.

Jus finished watchin the BET awards (6/28/09)
and it was.........cool actually
i mean....i was kinda disappointed that they aint really have no hiphop performances
(they only had Jay-Z and Young Money)
but I love Drake and I loved Jay-Z performance so its all good i guess
You kno...i really didnt take M.J.'s death hard at all but while I was watchin
the awards i kinda felt like i should have
....i mean not because he shaped music or no shit like that(cause it aint like he did it his self)
but just cause he seemed like a down azz dude.... i dont kno too many of them...maybe none
but what im sayin is i have a new respect for M.J. and his music...even though it took for him to
die for me to get that (cause when he was alive i sho was crackin on his nose,his monkey lol, his "thing" for little boys, and all his crazy azz stunts)
but im still not ridin his dick like summa yall nigguhs is
when he was alive yall was treatin him but he die and all of a sudden
yall cryin and callin me this and that cause my eyes are dry
....but people like my friend marissa really was down from the beginnin to the end for him so i see where she comin from (love her.. no homo)


Next subject.....Air Yeezys
I love KANYE and i love these SHOES


I dont know where I can buy them or how much they cost but I want them!!!
All the ones that I've seen online to buy are fake (or atleast i think they are) And i dont want kno fake azz Yeezys!!!! lol For real though these shoes are soooo sexy my nigguh...I asked my momma for em and she was like "whatever, we'll go to foot locker this weekend"and i was like "NO, they're so exclusive they're not even there (lol)" she was like "Well what website??" and i was like "the hell if i no" lol :) and she was like "ok well ask your daddy......how much are they anyway??" i was hopin she wouldnt ask that till it was absolutely necessary lol i tried to say it nonchalantly..."i think about 300, 400, maybe 450" lol she said "on some shoes?? for u?? not even for me??? are they atleast heels???" i was like "No, they're gym shoes...kanye signed a deal with nike" then she said no lol imma try to keep breakin her down tho....pray for me yall lol im gone.......peace

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Day On The Town

So me and my friend Mary went downtown today to
go to the apple store and see about getting my 120 gb ipod fixed
(yep my baby got broken by people with butter fingers)
So anyway we get downtown and go into the apple store
OMFGTTFT(Oh my fuqin God times three fuqin thousand)!!!!!!!
It was like walkin into heaven lol
what a lozer, right? lol
but yeah...try to stay on topic
where was I......
oh yeah...heaven lol
So um...we went up to the guy and come to find out Mary didnt schedule
an appointment!!!
Im like "Mary everybody and they mama kno that in order for them to
fix your shit, or even attempt to, you need a fuqin reservation!!!!"
Then she's all like "o well, we're here now, lets check out the new macs!!!'
and she jus runs the hell away
im standin there lookin like "this crusty mother fuckah did not jus treat me!!" lol
so but anyways....we go to the second floor
Its friggin macs everywhere and man they put my computer to shame my nigguh
i was appalled (lol look at me usin big words, gettin my smarticles on)
At that moment all that mattered to me was those macs, my ipod was on hold
So yeah long story short this guy was explainin it to us and everything
and that only hyped me up more....
We left and went to zumiez and then hot topic....
we ditched eachother and i went home...
As soon as i walked in i was gawking (another pretty decent word lol) in my mother's face about that laptop
i want the Mac Book Pro that's 13 inches and $1,199 (not too bad..well kinda it is)
its one of the newest ones they have
so after explainin how bad i wanted it to her she said
that if i kept my grades up.....she'd get it for me!!!!
Me and my mom bump heads alot but when she said that she became my favorite
person in the world lol :) (thats kinda bogus, i kno lol)
but imma put in extra superdy duperdy work for this
wish me good luck!!!

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A lil sum sum

Okay well my first post was about display names or whatever so
I said I was gone make the second about me :) lol
So...um...yeah
My name is Mercedes..I was born and raised in Chicago
Im only fourteen (kinda young but whatever)
I play football and a little basketball but im way better at football...
I play video games...alot(shoutout to all the madden-erz) haha imma lozer lol
I dance, write, draw, shop, chill, and do whatever else thats interesting at the moment
um....
well....
lets see.....
lol oh yea, i hang with the besties Dalia and Nettie and the Brodies Clif and Celius (they're my real brothers)
other than that i guess its about it
Imma blogger now.....yippee lol (imma lozer for that too)
Outtie 3000 (for that 2 lol)

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