disclaimer....this is only my 51st post!!!

i kno on my last post i said that i was on my 53rd post but i was wrong
im on my 51st
the thingy was counting my drafts too...so when i deleted all my drafts the number went back down to how it was suppose to be
im still going to stop at my 55th post tho
it wouldnt kill me to write four more posts right??
So lets see....what am i going to talk about???
o ok, i kno
So i have this friend and we're gonna call her Kenya
she's just as sweet as pie
but....
she's so defenseless!!
I mean for instance, she had a bag of chips one day and these two beggers (i do not like beggers) kept asking her for her chips
she kept tryna tell them the bag was empty but they still were
like "no u're lying, gimme some chips, pleeeeeeeeaazzzz!!!"
so she turns the bag upside down to show them its empty
They immediately go from beggin mode to treatin mode
they started callin her dirty, and ghetto and sayin that they didnt want it anyway and that was probably the only food her poor ass ate in a week
im just like "???"
U're beggin her for her LAST and she's poor??
I wasnt there when it happened but this girl told me the story in full detail...
I kno sum people call me a pushover...
but i dont think i am...nobody "pushes me over"
it is true that im pretty nice at times to people at school but its not because someone is MAKING me do it...its just second nature to me
Like if i let a girl use one of my brand new lip glosses and they say that they like it usually i tell them they can have it...yea that last time i did that the lip gloss was six dollars but i didnt pay anything for it so what do i care (and no i didnt steal it lol)
im not a pushover for that...they didnt even ask for it...i just felt like giving to them...i feel like if you're nice to me why not be nice to you
and if you are honestly my friend i will do everything in my power to help u get what u want and if i have something u want and it doesnt hold much signifigance(sp) to me then why not give it to u...i dont even like lip gloss that much
Imma CHERRY CARMAX GIRL lol
its not a loss to me so whatever...im not passin out fuckin kidneys and if i do like u, i can guarentee you're not gettin shit from me
Im not that materialistic at all tho...my parents are...so when they buy me something i dont want why not give it to a friend who does??
I would like to think my friends would do the same for me
Or say if someone comes up to me and a group of friends and ask for a dollar everybody will say no but i'll call that person back over there and give them a dollar..
thats not being a pushover to me cause it was strictly by my choice..
i just like doin shit for people sometimes
and its not like people dont do nice things for me almost everyday
Nobody at school or in the streets really ever fucks with me so i have no reason to put up a defense
if someone comes at me foul i kno how to handle myself
imma have to talk with "Kenya" tho because i dont like the way she's lettin people treat her
She doesnt deserve that shit

...i mean im jus sayin